Well here I am again. Went off blogging for a while. Truth to tell I was wary but I'm here again for the same reason I started in the first place. I have nowhere else to vent....
I'm on my own tonight. My other half came home for an hour to see the boy and then went back to work. He's planning an all nighter. Software is very very important apparently. At least it takes precedence over me at the moment, as it has for the past 4 months or so.
Part of me thinks I should be so grateful for what we have: nice house, car, enough money, friends; and believe me I am grateful. However, the never seeing my partner, then when I do see him seeing his face so etched with weariness he can hardly talk. The look of annoyed forbearance when I try to make conversation because he is too tired to respond. It isn't what I signed up to......
Am I being a selfish brat? Dunno... Fact is I've reduced myself to writing about it on the internet! Will he know? Nope, not interested enough to read my blog....
Better stop now.
